since i last blogged..many things have happened..so much so that i find it difficult to put it in words..
first of all, the past 10 wks had been like a whirlwind that took me by surprise..it had pushed me mentally and physically..yupz, the 10 wks at citigroup was really a highlight of my life..it taught me many things..that it's tiring to travel frm west to east everyday..working with pple from diff backgrounds and working styles..how to treat my authorities..the 10 wks exposed the weaknesses that i have as an employee..but teachings aside, these 10 wks gave me new friends who were my sch mates for the past 2 yrs, just that i had nv met them at all..pple like alex, daniel, kim, winnie and wai wai..indeed, they made me look fwd to work every single day : ) it also made me realised how blessed i am to have parents who drive me and pick me up from work whenever they could..
sadly though, i was at the lowest pt spiritually these 10 wks..and it made me realise that i still had alot more to do w regards to my walk with God..working gave me an insight to my future career and how i should manage my time and commitments..which led me to make a decision that broke my heart, that is putting me in pain now..but a decision that i will not regret cos i know that i've made the right choice by putting God above all in my life..but it is not easy..and my heart really aches..and wat's worse, another issue remains unsolved..
right now, i had already been in chiangmai for 4 days..and i had met thai students, americans and koreans frm campus crusade..i can say that it's been quite fulfilling..though there were times when my 2 frens and i had nothing to do except to sit around...and it made me realise that the fast paced life in singapore is more suitable for me..but it's really good to get away frm things and think carefully what's been on my mind..but this trip made me realise that my dear fren alex is actually quite a thoughtful and caring guy afterall : ) and that working with children is definitely gwyn's forte..am really glad to have the company of my 2 closest friends...but i just wish that the other 3 1985s were here too..
i really miss my dwarfs..i really miss my sista and bang..lihan and cindy..my captain, victor and alannn..i can't wait to start sch..that's when everything will go back to normal (hopefully)..and more importantly, my spiritual life will be healthier..will be going to sch for the last yr of my studies..attachment had made me treasure sch so much more and i'm gng to make full use of my last yr as a students to have fun before i step into the gruelling and harsh working world..
when will my life be back to normal?
in Christ alone ♥
2:29 AM
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