♥ Monday, February 07, 2005 ♥

dear went back home this afternoon frm camp..he had to endorse his mc cos he was feeling terrible.....39 degrees..i'm so afraid dat the worst might just happen..and seriously, i dunno wat God's trying to tell me..i know i shouldn't worry cos He's in control of everything..but knowing tat doesn't help to ease my worriness at all..and wat my parents said scared me more..and made me more worried..
O God are You listening? i know You're..but i'm just not seeing wat You have in mind..really. it pains me when i see him so ill..but yet i can't do anything..i'm sorry tat i'm so impatient..but i just pray dat You will do something soon..meanwhile, give me the patience to wait upon Your will..have mercy Father! You're the Great Physician..lay ur healing hands on wj..this is my plea..in Jesus name i pray, Amen.


in Christ alone ♥
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