gwyn dear called me just now..and she was very disappointed..about church..and after hearing wat happened, i am so disappointed as well..suddenly i feel so unwanted as a youth of galilee..and tat's wat gwyn feels too..i'm sure everyone who knows wat happened will feel this way..
apparently loads happened this afternoon..during ex-co meeting in gtf..hais..suddenly the youths are not getting any support..frm the pple in charge..and the ex-co's stuff got thrown into a trash bag..tat was like so insulting...why can't they have the courtesy to at least ask us? i feel tat it's the right thing to do..instead of just dumping our stuff into a TRASH bag..throughout my 19 yrs of life..my stuff has never been dumped into a trash bag..i just feel so disappointed cos these pple are frm church..and we're not gng to have youth room..because someone saw no need to..haiz..i think if the youths have a place to hang out, a place to call their own, more youths, including those inactive ones will come and hang out at tat place..it'll be a good opportunity to reach out..but i guess we're nv gng to get tat chance..the GTFers slogged their guts out for the church..and this is wat we get?? i just feel so unfairly treated..don't they see tat they're making us feel so unwanted tat we're beginning to not wanna serve? someone even said tat we shouldn't have a rm of our own..cos no one knows wat we'll do inside there...HELO???!! WE'RE MATURE ENOUGH TO KNOW WAT TO DO AND WAT NOT TO????????
tmr the ex-co's gng to speak to the person who trashed our stuff..i dunno how it's gng to turn out..but at least we're gng to voice out..b4 such a thing happens again..i know i sound very un-christianly now..but i seriously can't be bothered..just feeling so vexed now..
but at least something brightened my day..haa..gwyn dear told me she, eve and mag planned some series of activities for the older youths..coooll!!! the first one is we'll be wearing our sch uniforms and go town..haaa!!! i'm soooo excited..was just telling dear tat we wear sch uni and go out..haa!! but i wanna wear my SA uniform..cos i seriously dun like my sec sch uniform....... =(
nonetheless, i'm still looking fwd to it..haa! hopefully nothing crops up and i'll be able to go! hee.. =D
in Christ alone ♥
11:53 PM
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