♥ Monday, August 30, 2004 ♥

well..thank God for yet another fulfilling weekend..though this weekend wasn't one of the best tat i've had..those frustrations tat i've had over the past few days have now kind of gone away but the prob is still there..talked bout it...but i guess we need time to think through everything..to come to a conclusion on things..been praying so hard these few days..just crying out to God..pleading for mercy and grace..that God will show me His will..i wish He'd be straightforward and just tell me to my face what He thinks of everything tat's gng on in my life....it's tiring sometimes but i mustn't give up on trying to know God's will in my life..
anyway, gwyn dear has decided to do the right thing..by not gng for the interview tmr..dear, if you're reading this i just want to say i'm very proud of you tat you've chosen to obey ur dad..i'm sure God'll not shortchange you for ur obedience..just wait and be ready to be in awe of what God's gonna do for you!
went to Shalom today for combined YF rehearsal..firstly, shalom's in Pasir Ris and i was super sian on the thought of tat..but wat to do..haa..went and it wasn't tat bad afterall..enjoyed the breeze on the rooftop..it just totally relaxes me..i could feel all my troubles gng away with the wind..but after the wind stopped, they were back..OH WELL....
thank God also tat jonathan, my dearest kor has agreed to be the other "Jesus"! haha..was pretty worried bout being unable to find the 2nd guy to role play Jesus..well, thank God for you kor! =D
looking fwd to the week ahead..though it's gng to be all sch and nothing else again..but if the weekdays dun come, how'll the next week end (the best time of the wk) arrive right? haa..i just pray tat i'll not keep complaining bout sch being so tough..cos i was reminded by cher tat it's a blessing to be able to receive education here..and realised tat my fren is facing more stress than me..so i shouldn't complain but give thanks! =D


in Christ alone ♥
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